Dear Seth,

I'm here, and it's unbelievable. Never have I been happier than right now, a little nervous too. If I'm not mistaken I saw you on BART about two days ago. Ever since then I haven't been quite right. The damned emotions are in the way. I'm just in total shock.

In a little while I'm going to the Millbrae's Art and Wine Festival, and would love to see you there. With my heart in my throat I'll walk up to you and say hello. So if you could find it in your heart, please be there. This is probably my last chance to be here. I'm not trying to gain sympathy but my health really isn't that peachy. And I'm scared. 

It's a nice day to be out and around, just like yesterday. I'm glad that I didn't spend the whole day inside. I've found my new happy spot at Peet's on Broadway. Love it, it reminds me of Cafe Capri back in Boise. That will be the first place I stop at to get my ice Pumpkin Spiced Latte. :D

Well I better go take a shower and get ready for some awesome stuff.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I know it's been a while. Life just happens. Anyways I hope that all is well with you. Here it's a little hard, but getting by. I'm planning a trip in early September to my happy spot. I really need this, especially for my sanity. Just wish you would be there meeting me at the Waterfront Pier at the swings, looking up at the stars.....

And thank you for all the support that you have given me, it means a lot. More than you know.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

It's been a long time since I've written to you, I'm sorry. There's just a lot going on everywhere, barely any time to really think for myself.

I'm really happy that I'm coming back to Burlingame the first part of December. I need this for many reasons. God how I really wish that I could see you.

Hope that you're doing well and that you have a good night and sweet dreams. I'll try to write more often, though I'll be even busier than ever.

p.s. I love you