Dear Seth,

It sucks being here in Sacremento. I'm sad and miserable. The only thing thats keeping me going is that I will be back in three months. I hope that you are having a better night than I am. Sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Well my time here is sadly over. I leave tomorrow on the bus back home at 6:30 pm. And right now I'm scared that I won't make it back in December. I think that I saw you sometime last week on BART, but not totally sure. All I know is that it has left me shook up and breathless. I just wish that I could see you tomorrow, or even tonight at 2 a.m. :D (*cough, cough* I have my favorite room, #115 just look up my last letter on the mod page, the ip addy is where I'm at, sorta. I'm sure you'd figure it out, you're smart like that.).

And all I know is that my life has been forever changed by you, dude. I hope that you have a good night and sleep well. I'm still jealous of your pillows that your head lays on :P.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Time goes by too fast, would you not agree? At the end of the day you wish for one more finite piece of time, grasping at thin air even, just so that it can keep the memory going. 

That is what is going on with me. I want more time. I will always want more time, but I have to live with what was given. I guess that makes each second spent loving you more precious. 

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I was there for as long as I could be.The dizziness and other things made it a bit unbearable to stay any longer. It was an interesting festival. And those potato things were good. The sun on my face while looking at the palm trees swaying in the gentle breeze felt so good.

Today I plan to be in the city doing the tourist thing. First the mission district and then of course Chinatown around noonish time. And then end the day at Ocean Beach. I don't know about eating clams, but I just might go for it. I just wish I could see you.

I hope that you have a great morning and a lovely day, just the same.

p.s. I love you