Dear Seth,

Early yesterday morning I had to go to the hospital. I'm scared. And now I have a better idea of what I have. Damn it I wish that you would get up the fucking courage, I need you so damned bad. Please.

The love I have for you is so much more than a letter here. I just hope that one day, if you ever read my letters, that you know exactly how much.

p.s. I love you