Dear Seth,
I had my unadulterated fun tonight. I laughed, I sort of danced, and I sang. I smiled.... and so much more. The only thing missing was you. Though I thought I saw you a few times. But that's normal for me.
When I came home my mother was waiting up, and crying. I held her for the longest time. She's scared just as much as me. So I did what any good daughter would do and just tried to comfort her and tell her it was somehow going to be okay. The thing is is that I really don't know if it is. In 4 days I pray to God I'll know the truth.
Seth, I hope that you had a great day. That you smiled. All of that stuff.
Goodnight and sweet dreams.
p.s. I love you
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Dear Seth,
Goodmorning sunshine. :)
I had a pretty good night and am now waking up to blue skies. I hope it's going to be a good day. I could use one of them.
How are you doing Seth? The site is looking pretty awesome so far. I can't wait to see what else you have in store for it.
Well I better get to doing something. Lord knows there is enough laundry to do. Time to be Suzie Homemaker.
Smile mister.
p.s. I love you
Goodmorning sunshine. :)
I had a pretty good night and am now waking up to blue skies. I hope it's going to be a good day. I could use one of them.
How are you doing Seth? The site is looking pretty awesome so far. I can't wait to see what else you have in store for it.
Well I better get to doing something. Lord knows there is enough laundry to do. Time to be Suzie Homemaker.
Smile mister.
p.s. I love you
Friday, November 8, 2013
Dear Seth,
I'm sorry it's been a while since I have written here. It's been a very difficult month for me. Never a moment have I not thought about you. Like I ever could forget.
Well the days are ticking down until the big testing. I'm so scared. I wish you were there. 33 years old and never thought that I would have to have a mammogram at my age. My health is going down hill. I've lost another, roughly, 10 pounds. It's a nightly battle to keep food down, even with the pills they have given me. The only thing that helps really is thinking of you and listening to that song Shiloh. You and it are my peace. Thank you.
And thank you for making me smile and laugh. That's the best medicine a person could have right now.
I hope that you are doing well. Yeah we do talk from time to time but still...... I hope you don't mind that you are my sweet November.
I may write more to you tonight, I don't know. But I do promise to write more in the future.
p.s. I love you
I'm sorry it's been a while since I have written here. It's been a very difficult month for me. Never a moment have I not thought about you. Like I ever could forget.
Well the days are ticking down until the big testing. I'm so scared. I wish you were there. 33 years old and never thought that I would have to have a mammogram at my age. My health is going down hill. I've lost another, roughly, 10 pounds. It's a nightly battle to keep food down, even with the pills they have given me. The only thing that helps really is thinking of you and listening to that song Shiloh. You and it are my peace. Thank you.
And thank you for making me smile and laugh. That's the best medicine a person could have right now.
I hope that you are doing well. Yeah we do talk from time to time but still...... I hope you don't mind that you are my sweet November.
I may write more to you tonight, I don't know. But I do promise to write more in the future.
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