Dear Seth,

I had my unadulterated fun tonight. I laughed, I sort of danced, and I sang. I smiled....  and so much more. The only thing missing was you. Though I thought I saw you a few times. But that's normal for me.

When I came home my mother was waiting up, and crying.  I held her for the longest time. She's scared just as much as me. So I did what any good daughter would do and just tried to comfort her and tell her it was somehow going to be okay. The thing is is that I really don't know if it is. In 4 days I pray to God I'll know the truth.

Seth, I hope that you had a great day. That you smiled. All of that stuff.

Goodnight and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you