I'm sorry it's been a while since I have written here. It's been a very difficult month for me. Never a moment have I not thought about you. Like I ever could forget.
Well the days are ticking down until the big testing. I'm so scared. I wish you were there. 33 years old and never thought that I would have to have a mammogram at my age. My health is going down hill. I've lost another, roughly, 10 pounds. It's a nightly battle to keep food down, even with the pills they have given me. The only thing that helps really is thinking of you and listening to that song Shiloh. You and it are my peace. Thank you.
And thank you for making me smile and laugh. That's the best medicine a person could have right now.
I hope that you are doing well. Yeah we do talk from time to time but still...... I hope you don't mind that you are my sweet November.
I may write more to you tonight, I don't know. But I do promise to write more in the future.
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