Dear Seth,

A lot has happened since the last time I wrote to you. I don't let on more than the mods already know, but I don't think that my mom is going to make it much longer. That stroke she had a few days ago just about took everything she had. I am so damn scared. She's the last family member I have really. And right now I just feel so lost and lonely.

Seth, I know there are things going on with you too, but if you could find it in your heart I really would like you here. God please. I need some kind of support too and...... *sniffs. She's at St. Lukes on the 7th floor. I really feel like I am about to crack. It has been a total fucking nightmare. Damn...

Well I hope you are doing well and that you at least smile a little bit. I know I do when you write to me. It's my little pick me up of the day.

p.s. I love you