Dear Seth,

Thank you for being so kind to me, especially lately. It has been really rough. My emotions are all over the place, but you being there in some small way, helps a lot more than you think. I feel like I am not in this alone.

Last night was really rough for me. I cried so hard, and there is some residual sadness this morning. There was someone that sent me a hate letter. I did nothing to deserve this at all. What happened between the parties involved happened for a reason. And to be blamed for something that needed to happen just isn't right or fair to us. They just need to grow the fuck up.

No I am not jumping to conclusions. I think that I know who it was that did this. I wish that you would not have unbanned them. They will always continue to bully others, that is their nature. Just because they have issues doesn't mean that they have to find the need to bring others down with them.

Well now I have to go and help paint my besties deck. ugh I'm so sore after sanding the fucker yesterday. I used muscles that I never knew I had. And I'm paying for it this morning. But the show must go on. And it's cathartic too, letting all these frustrations out.

I hope that you are having a great day. I just wish you were here instead of there.

p.s. I love you