Dear Seth,

I want you out of my head it's hurting too bad this time around. I dream of you every damn night. Here I am up at 1 am seriously contemplating using a hypnotist to make me forget you. I am trying so hard to move on yet you still creep into every freaking thought I have.

Nothing is sacred or safe when it comes to you. I constantly have bags under my eyes because I try and stay awake as long as I dare too only to have it backfire when I close them. This has become too much torture for me. There is no where that I can turn to that doesn't remind me of you. Please I am begging you to leave my thoughts, I am so very tired and want to sleep.

* I ended up awake until 5 in the morning because of you. I cried so much because I didn't want to dream again. I did but thankfully it was something else entirely.

p.s. I love you