This letter is to all you people from LTC that read my blog. Fine you guys win. I still love Seth. Always will. But he just breaks my heart so fucking bad, you don't know. I cry and it makes me so sad that I'm trying my best to move on and no one really gets it. It's like I take one step forward only to slide 2 steps back and never make any progress in getting on with my life without him.

And to you Seth, I just don't know anymore. I just wish things could be different between us but you are so damn stubborn.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you