Dear Seth,

Early this morning it got really bad. I'm scared. It's not a panic attack like I thought. I had all the symptoms but throwing up blood, a lot of it, it's a part of it. I just need you so bad. God I can't wait to get to Cali. Then maybe.........

I hope that your day is going fantabulous and the sun is shining and you're smiling.

p.s. I love you