Dear Seth,

Tonight I pray to dream of you. It just helps me feel so much better when I wake up with a smile on my face and looking forward to whatever life brings me that day.

My best friend Kim asked me something and I have been thinking a lot about it too. She said " Okay Gina what if you had 3 months to live, who would you be thinking about?" And without a thought it would be you always would be too. Why in the hell do you have such a hold over me that I can't even almost function properly ever since I was introduced to you.? I have tried everything in my power to get over you and I can't. I'm sorry. This is how it will always be for me, loving you no matter what.

Well good night and sweet dreams Seth. I am proud of you for trying to make the site a better place. Don't forget to smile.

p.s. I love you