Dear Seth,

99.9 % of my heart belongs to you, the other .1% is trying to start over.

I hope that you had a great day and have a great rest of the night. Always remember to smile because I'd love to see it one day on your face.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

See I finally found out what you're doing. I figured this out in the prebuzz I had going on. You're trying to get me to move on and hate you, you're trying to make me forget that you ever existed. 

This is what I want you to know sweetheart. I will never be able to forget you. A soul like yours comes along just once in a persons life. The great love they call it and you are mine.

Yes there is a new guy. He is sweet, kind and adoring. He is all the things a girl could ask for. And there is one thing that he is that you're not, he's here in body and mind. Maybe we do have a future together I don't really know. I'll tell him all the things that he wants to hear and maybe even believe them myself.

Parts of me does want to give him a chance. But the bitch in me will always know it's you that I'll always wish for in the night. The one that I'll always love. And you idiot I hate you for that.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I think that a part of me is letting you go now. I love you like no other and always will but it hurts when I have no response from you what so ever and I'm damn fucking tired of it too.

I hope that you had a good day and a have a great rest of your night. Smile mister that's an order.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Even though I didn't write this, this is exactly how I feel.

Someone or something out there, doesn't want me to get over you.

No matter how hard I try to lose you for my own sanity, no matter how hopeless it all feels, even if we are worlds away;  you're still there in the background, trying to keep me.

I love you, don't you see?

It doesn't matter how many times we get seperated, how many times we are forced apart. The truth is, like the changing seasons, we each have transitions in our lives.

And the crazy, most beautifully indescribable thing is; the way we feel about each other will never change.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Damn it. I'm really hurting right now.  I did this because of you asshole :P.


Apparently my body thinks that it's playing baseball this winter. Here I was off in la la land ( yeah thinking of him ) but trying to be mindful of the ice. I took a step and boosh I fell almost sliding head first into a metal gate. Now I'm aching with a slightly bruised ego and very real hurting knee. I have a feeling this winter is going to be very interesting.


p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Damn it Hayward. I fucking lied my ass off. Yeah this dude is nice and sweet and everything but he is not you and never will be. Man the hell up, please because this is killing me. And tonight I need you so bad. I know that I'm going to dream of you but I need more than those haunting dreams, I want the warm body next to me in reality. I want you!

Anyways I hope that you had a great day and a stellar night. And I hope that you didn't forget to smile either.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Eyes On Fire - Blue Foundation

Dear Seth,


I blame you for the bags under my eyes and the loopy attitude that I'm sure will follow today. See last night I dreamed of you yet again. Why am I dreaming of you when you want nothing to do with me? Ugh the frustration.


p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

My heart will always be yours. I never will give it away. Never was my choice to do so.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Every day I am falling faster and harder in love with you. Fuck I hate this so much. A part of me wants to just let go and walk away but I just can't.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Well I'm tired tonight and happy in a way. But I'm sure you know that. I hope your day was great and that you smiled, I know I did :).

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I'm not over you and never will be. You are my only love in this life. Please always believe that.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I wish that things between us could have been different. I wish that you would just let me into your world. Mine isn't too different from yours you know? I don't know if it's from self exile or just because where I live but I know that I want things to change. I hate being stuck like I'm running around in a perpetual circle all the time.

Those are my thoughts for the moment. I hope that you're having a great day. Don't forget to smile please. :)

p.s. I love you

Tyler Ward cover - Locked Out of Heaven

Dear Seth,

This is how you make me feel.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

And today also marks the day that I first spoke to you a year ago in chat. Best two hours of my life. Thank you so much for that. I will always treasure it in my heart.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I think of you at the strangest times. It's like I'll be looking at a leaf barren tree, dew drops barely clinging to the wet branches. And somehow those little tiny drips of water struggling to hold on give me hope. They never will give up and neither will I.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Last night my dreams tried to keep me away from you, they failed. I did dream about you but it was just a passing thing, I don't remember a damn thing sadly.

God how I want to see you again. I miss you.

Well I hope that you're having a great day. Here it's foggy and blah. Still snow on the ground and a little slippery but thankfully not like yesterday or the previous day.

Talk to you later.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I don't know how I'm going to handle tomorrow. I'm already shaking and about to lose it here in the cafe. I've once made it to the bathroom and cried. It's so hard, so damn hard. Wish you were here to at least comfort me or the next best thing is if you would just give me a few kind words of support.

Marc dying has been the most devastating thing a person can go through. That's why I'm so glad that I told you when I did.

Well I'm going to let you go for tonight. I hope that you had a great day. Don't forget to smile.

Good night and sweet dreams Seth.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Today would have been a hell of a lot better with you here. Granted I do have my friends but that doesn't take the place of wanting to hold someone near, namely you ;) .

Well I hope that you're having a great day. Mine could be better but I'll some how get through. Please don't forget to smile.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Now I think I've finally realized why, besides you just being you, I love you so damn much. I put in somewhere over 12 hours a day for Letters To Crushes. I sift through letters to make sure that they are okay and not harmful to others. And through those letters I also read every comment and delete the ones that are rude, mean etc. Then there is the queuing. Though I do have to admit that I choose the ones that move me the most and put a smile on my face, it is you that I'm always thinking about when I read them and put them in the queue. I read thousands of letters daily and I never get tired. It always comes down to the person that created that beautiful site, you Seth. That's what mainly keeps me going is you.

Well I hope that you had a great day and the sun was shining for you. I haven't been able to check the weather there because I know that my heart would crack and that I'd try to get back there any way possible. I love it there so much.

My day was pretty mundane and boring, thank God for that. Just trying to get down to the cafe was a piece of work. Instead of snow like they predicted I swear it was sleet because trying to walk a few blocks was hell. It took me almost half and hour to get here and I gave up trying to cross the parking lot and just coped a squat at Jack in the Box. Must say it is warmer here :).

Good night and sweet dreams and thank you for showing up in mine last night. It meant the world to me.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I know that this isn't much of a letter but I just wanted to say that I miss you so much. And I hope that you're having a great day.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I guess it's time for me to head home in the freezing cold. It's supposed to snow tonight something like 2 inches. Not really relishing it. I used to love winter and snow but now I can't wait to get away from it.

Tonight I'm a little bit calmer but still fucking pissed that that guy actually had the balls to say that to me. No one deserves to be treated like that, ever.!

I hope that your day went better than mine and that you smiled too :). Please be safe and take care of yourself Seth. Sometimes I just worry about you so much and it kills me that you won't let anyone in to help. Well dude I'm here, no matter the capacity. I love you, more than enough, to put my life on the line for you. Don't you ever forget that mister.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Today I feel like I'm falling apart and I wish you were here.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Tonight I'm being hit with pangs of sadness. I just miss talking to you so damn much. It always made me miss  Marc that much less, and now that I've fallen in love with you I can't just talk to you about anything. Fuck why did this have to happen. Why any of this? It's just not fucking fair.

Well I'll let you go for tonight. I hope that you had a great day and have sweet dreams tonight. May your tomorrow's be sunny and a smile always upon your face.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Walking to Moxie was so beautiful. It was snowing but it wasn't. I guess you could say that the fog that was surrounding Boise crystallized and was falling. Way cool.

Other than that nothing much has been going on. Boring but good day. How was yours? I'm sure at least a lot warmer than mine. Don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to handle the frigid temperatures. Walking to the cafe in the morning it's like 2 degrees. Ugh. Right now I have a shirt, my sweater and scarf on and about to contemplate wearing my jacket. And yes I'm inside.

Well I'm off to do other things on the internet right now. Be back a little later to write a good night letter to you.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Tonight, as I walk home, I am smiling. I know that when I close my eyes that I'll be dreaming of you. Can't wait. Might even sing to the top of my lungs. That's if I don't freeze to death first. Dude it's as cold as Maine. You know what I'm talking about.

Well I'll write more to you, as always, tomorrow. Take care and I hope that you have a great night and sweet dreams. And don't forget to smile. I think that's when I dream the most is when I think that you're smiling. Gives me those warm gooshy feelings inside. Ugh talking like a moon-eyed calf.

p.s. I love you

Why Can't I - Liz Phair

Dear Seth,

I don't know why but today everything reminds me of you. I'm happy yet sad at the same time. Happy that those thoughts of you are making me smile but sad that I wish that I could talk to you, if that even makes sense.

I hope that you're having a great day. I see that the sun is almost about to set where you are. God I wish I was there to see the sunset. So looking forward to going back there for good in a couple of months.

At least I can look at the stars, knowing that I looked at the same ones while I was in Mount Pleasant. My favorite will always be O'Ryan's Belt. It's the most simplistic linear form of stars that catch my eye.

Well I'll sign off for now. Back to whatever I do while here at Moxie Java.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I remember the first time we spoke on chat. Oh God I just realized it too. It was the day that Marc died. Tonight it's going to be a shit night for me. Tearing up just thinking about it. Now I really do think that you were put into my life for some reason.

Well I hope that your day went well as mine did. I hung out with my boys today, Rosie and Mike. They always do things to try and make my day a little brighter. Other than that nothing of any importance has happened, like most days here in Boise. Ugh I'm just dreading walking home in the snow tonight.

So I'll bid you a good night and sweet dreams and hope that you wake with a smile on your face.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

So this is what happened last night.

Last night I wished for you all night, 11:11 be damned. In every face I saw you as I searched the crowed. I laughed, I smiled and even talked to a few guys. But fuck they were not you. I tried so hard and failed. Your name is all I heard in my head. God help me I really am in love with you and I'm shaking because of it.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I'm going to go out and try and have some fun tonight with Kim at China Blue. Going to get drunk off my ass. But ultimately I know that I'll end up thinking and crying over you. Damn. But before I do that I am going to dance like I haven't danced before.

I hope that you had a better day than me. It's fucking freezing here. It's what 8 degrees right now. Brr. Seriously can't wait until I'm back in Charleston. Life just seemed so much easier and effortless there. I miss it so bad.

Anyways I'll bid you a good night and sweet dreams. I know that I'll see you in mine ;)

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I am a little tired so I think that I'll go for tonight. Been sort of a busy day and all of that. Now I get to trudge home in the snow. Fun times....... Not.

I hope that you had a great day and that the sun was shining for you. Most of all I wonder if you smiled today.

Good night and sweet dreams Seth.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I miss you so damn much. It would be a lot less cold with you here.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Well I'm back in Idaho after a long ass trip. Can't wait to go back for good. I have been back since 7:30 am and I don't like it. I feel so damn miserable. I'm not happy. Every time I feel asleep on the bus I dreamed of you and it made me ache and miss South Carolina even more.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Well I was able to do it with a semi brave face, I am now on the bus about 45 minutes or so from Columbia, South Carolina. I'm just completely numb right now. At least I got some sleep last night 9 hours to be exact. There isn't really too much other than I'm headed back to Idaho now.

I hope that you had a great day and have a good night with sweet dreams. Please don't forget to smile. It makes me feel better inside, especially right now, knowing that you are. :)

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Right now I'm sitting at the Starbucks at Village Pointe. I love it here too, plus it's the really only good place to hang while I wait to go to N.Chas. It sucks that I'm leaving and I'm sort of becoming melancholy too. I damn well fell in love with your city too, not as much as Chas but getting there. I think for me it's the people that make the city, southern charm they call it.

As of now I think that I've pretty much been up since 3 pm yesterday afternoon, a full 24 hours. And at the moment I'm lagging bad. Only 6 hours until I get on the bus :'( . But then I'll be able to sleep, maybe.

Well I hope that you're having a great day today. It's nice and sunny outside, barely any clouds in the sky.  Thank goodness that it's not as humid feeling. That's the crux that always gets me here.

Talk to you later.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Well I'm leaving later today and somehow I think that I'm okay with it. Sure there will be tears and I'll leave the rest of my heart here where it belongs going back to Idaho an empty shell just moving along, but I'll be okay.

At least I got more sleep than I thought I would today. Thank God because this morning it was bad walking sideways lol. So I'm about to pack even though it's 1:30 am. Yeah I'm a procrastinator when it comes to not wanting to leave and giving it until almost the last moment to do things. That's just my style, most of the time.

I'll be hanging out at Starbucks for a few hours after I leave my hotel. Check out time is 12 pm and my bus doesn't leave until 9:30. I don't feel like hanging out around North Charleston for almost 9 hours in the hood. I've been to Oakland, California and Dorchester Road is way scarier than Oaktown.

I hope that you had a great day and that later today is even better than the previous one. Don't forget to smile, I know that you have it in you Seth.

Take care and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Yay staying one more day. I'm just so tired from doing everything and staying up until 7 am and sleeping until 9:30 that I need more sleep. It's finally catching up to me I think. So I'll be staying one more day in this beautiful state.

Anyways I hope you're having a great day. LOL I can see that you put out 3 different letters on the front page this morning so I know you're up at least. Yeah I was busy queuing early this morning as well hehe ;) . Well I'm off to sleep more. Laters

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

These are a few pictures that I took on my walk around town today. Love them. And thought of you Seth. <3

Good night and sweet dreams Seth.

What a smart man.

You can close your eyes to the things that you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things that you don't want to feel. ~ Johnny Depp

To everyone that reads this blog. If you have someone special in your life NEVER let them go. Always take risks.

Dear Seth,

Sometimes, like now,  I wish you were here to fix things. I have totally made a mess of things and I need you so damn much.

S. O. B. I have only till Sunday to make things right. That is when I leave this beautiful place. God if you are listening all I ask is please. You know.

Anyways I hope that you had a great day Seth. Mine was, I'm pretty sure, boring compared to yours. Sleep well and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Pale Mornings - TheBlueEyedPoet

This is a poem from my internet friend Ash. I don't know why but this one out of all the poems she's written has been on my mind.

Pale Mornings

I wake up from a deep slumber

Like a bear from hibernation

Eyes full of fading dreams

As I meet the pale morning.

It's too early for the birds

To sing their morning song

The fog creeps in like a cold blanket

White and icy

It grasps me in its freezing fingers

I breathe out

A large puff of heated air

As I walk in the pale morning.

I think about what images danced

In my head the night before

I smile because I know

I dreamed of eyes as pale as the sun rise

Cold as the morning fog

But warm like the sun

Rising to meet the glorious sky

As I daydream in the pale morning.

He is my haunt

The ghost of hopes and wishes

I long to hold his hand

I wonder how his lips taste like

So my heart sighs and prays

That one day, maybe one day

He'll walk besides me

During the pale mornings.

_TheBlueEyedPoet

Demons - Imagine Dragons

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale

I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

When the curtain’s call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don’t want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

Dear Seth,

Okay now I'm in a little better frame of mind to write a bit.......... Damn now I forgot what it was that I wanted to really say. Well right now I'm actually tired. I don't know how much I'll sleep though. Here's to hoping for anything more than 3 hours. But more than anything I hope that you visit my dreams. God I have missed seeing you there. Most of the time that is the only peace I get through out the day is seeing you or hearing your voice and touch.

Well I hope that you had a great day. It was nice out, though I didn't get to enjoy it like I would like to. Later  today maybe I'll be able to head on down to Baskin Robbins. And for sure I'm going to take pictures. There is just too much too miss in not doing so.

Good night and sweet dreams yourself.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Yeah I think tonight takes the cake. This is as much as I've ever drank before in my life, and that is saying a lot. Trying to forget you and that you ever existed is like saying naw it's ok I don't need to breathe today, tomorrow maybe.

If anyone truly reads this you'll know that I don't even have a clear picture of what he looks like. Yeah I have saw him before but........ it's sort of complicated. I didn't know for sure it was just the feeling that it was him, I knew. And I had that pleasure twice.

It was pure fucking torture to not to go up to you and give you hell.

Well this is I think as much as my brain can take at the moment without getting too weird.

Tha gaol agam ort.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I think that I got a grand total of 3 hours sleep if that today. So tired right now. I think that I'll try and get some sort of sleep. Hope to see you in my dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I finally told someone the whole story of how I fell in love with you. It took a lot of balls for me to do it but I did :)

So right now I'm just waiting for the maid to come in and clean the room so I can finally go to bed. I'm so so so tired.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I managed to sleep a whole 2 hours. Yay me. And the whole time I dreamed of you. Fuck man :) Now it's almost 4 am and wide awake. I'm so so so tired yet can't sleep. I have a feeling that this is going to be another hellish day for me, yet again.

Anyways I hope that you're at least having sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Yay I'm tired for once. I'm going to try and get some sleep. Lord knows that I'll probably be up later in the night. But for now good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Sometimes you feel like the one thing that I desire yet can't have. Fuck this is hard. Damn. Doesn't help that I'm listening to Skrillex too. ;)

Anyways I hope that you had a great day. Nothing too special going on atm. I think that I lead a pretty boring life. No saying that's a bad thing either it's just I wish that sometimes I had more excitement in my life and a lot less drama.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I don't know what more to say to you. I always have you in my thoughts and dreams, your name ready up on my lips. My smiles and happy thoughts mostly belong to you.  But at times, like now, I feel that I'm running on empty, though my heart will always belong to you.

I hope that you had a great day and have another great one when you wake up. Smile, because you could just make that persons day or change their life. God I miss speaking to you.

Sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Revelation #1 I can't fight this. And this time I wont.

p.s. i love you

Dear Seth

I miss emailing you just because. It hurts. That is all.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I'm sick as a dog right now and I wish that you were here. I think that I would feel a lot better. Hell I can't even really focus right now.

Take care and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I just have to share this song. It is so beautiful. Takes my breath away because I think of you when I listen to it.

p.s. I love you

http://www.myspace.com/598153177/music/songs/blue-90848501

Dear Seth,

Tonight I think it is about time that I tell my whole story to a random stranger.

p.s. I love you

You are the beautiful bird, wings spread and soaring in the clouds. All while I'm a solitary fish in a very big ocean. Yet somehow I still love that bird.

Dear Seth,

Well here is an old letter of sorts that I found. Wonder what happened with some of those things, did you do them?

Any ways I'll write to you more later.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,
Just writing your name makes the butterflies come alive. So if you get this letter it means that we'll never meet. You are a very sweet guy and I honestly fell in love with all that you are. And the best part is you're my hero. Always will be.
When you get the time from your busy schedule there are a few things that I would beg of you.
1) Either in the dawn of light or right before sunset walk down Philadelphia Alley, slowly. She is beautiful isn't she? And near the end there is a pink house. If you look at it just right you see a happy smiling face.
2) Go to the Water Front Park pier at night, before that go to the Belgium Gelato shop. I always ordered a hazelnut coffee, but you might like vanilla, idk. Proceed to the end of the pier. The right side is best for looking at the stars. I always layed down on the 3rd to last seat. It's so beautiful there, especially on a warm night.
3) Walk down the street near Wasabi there is a hot dog joint. The are ok but it's the place. Brick walls lined with many lunch boxes. Go out the side door and you'll see lights strung up. But guess what? They have your favorite drink there, Coke!
4) There is a place next door called Lil Cricket. It's ghetto but I love the people there. And I have a new favorite soda, Cheerwine.
5) On Spring street, 77 Spring I think, is my favorite bakery. The bacon quiche is very good. Also try the red velvet cupcake. Say hi to everyone at Wild Flour for me. and don't forget to take a deep breath in. That's my favorite smell.
6) If you get hungry go to Hominy Grill. Any thing you order will be great. Try something new. I dare you.
7) There is one place that I never got to go. Folley Beach. I always saw the Pacific but never the Atlantic. I bet it's so beautiful.
And the last thing that I'll ask of you is please stay one night at the Not So Hostel on 156 Spring street. Please say hi to my sweet Satchi, the little white dog. And to Leo and Luna my sexy cats.
The reason I've asked you to so these things is because these are some of the places I said that I love you. I always will Seth.
Love,
Georgina
Part 2:
I'm sorry I just can't stop writing to you. There is just so much I want to say. I'm surprized that I'm able to write a true letter. It's becoming more difficult to hold a pen because of the tremors that sometimes happen.
So anyways there is 2 last things that I ask of you.
9) Ond day soon there will be a rain storm in your town. When that day happens take a walk. You'll love it. And don't forget to smile for me.
10) And this one means the most to me. There is a young guy with a shaved head and a cane that usually sits on the bench outside of Toast ( Meeting and Cumberland). Please tell him hello. I never got the chance, and he looks like he could use a few kind words.
Georgina
p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

Tonight, or rather this morning, I am more drunk than the previous night. Right now I'm sitting here listening to The Lumineers and you are on my mind. Finite hours until this dream comes to an end, and I'm here grasping for every second, hoping for just the one fleeting moment to see you again. Stupid as this seems but breathing as fast as I can, hoping that at least one of them you have breathed too. I'm walking until my legs can no longer stand, thinking that you have walked once alone my path.

My thoughts of the early morning are this: I hope that one day I'll have enough guts to link this to www.letterstocrushes.com again or that someone will find my blog by reading through the thousands of posts and stumble across it. And to those that do. I love him so much. Be blessed that he had enough nerve to create this site. His story is just as sweet as ours.

Well Seth I think that I need to try and sleep if I can in a little while. I hope that you have the sweetest of dreams and wake in the morning and smile.

p.s. I love you

The Flame - Cheap Trick

Dear Seth,

I don't honestly have too much to say right now. Well you know other than tha goal agam ort. Always. Sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

I only have one day left in your beautiful state. It's going to hurt to leave here again for the 3rd time. I'm going to try and spend it the best way possible by visiting every place that I have come to love.

Right now my mind is foggy. I'll try and write a more detailed letter later.

I hope that your day went well. Mine was spent inside trying to get over a hell of a hangover. Yeah never again will I drink that much.

p.s. I love you

Dear Seth,

So it's now almost 5 am and I'm seriously going to bed now. Oh I know that I have embarrassed myself now because of all the posts I've written. Just please don't hate me.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you