Dear Seth,

I don't know how I'm going to handle tomorrow. I'm already shaking and about to lose it here in the cafe. I've once made it to the bathroom and cried. It's so hard, so damn hard. Wish you were here to at least comfort me or the next best thing is if you would just give me a few kind words of support.

Marc dying has been the most devastating thing a person can go through. That's why I'm so glad that I told you when I did.

Well I'm going to let you go for tonight. I hope that you had a great day. Don't forget to smile.

Good night and sweet dreams Seth.

p.s. I love you