Dear Seth,

See I finally found out what you're doing. I figured this out in the prebuzz I had going on. You're trying to get me to move on and hate you, you're trying to make me forget that you ever existed. 

This is what I want you to know sweetheart. I will never be able to forget you. A soul like yours comes along just once in a persons life. The great love they call it and you are mine.

Yes there is a new guy. He is sweet, kind and adoring. He is all the things a girl could ask for. And there is one thing that he is that you're not, he's here in body and mind. Maybe we do have a future together I don't really know. I'll tell him all the things that he wants to hear and maybe even believe them myself.

Parts of me does want to give him a chance. But the bitch in me will always know it's you that I'll always wish for in the night. The one that I'll always love. And you idiot I hate you for that.

p.s. I love you