Dear Seth,

Damn it Hayward. I fucking lied my ass off. Yeah this dude is nice and sweet and everything but he is not you and never will be. Man the hell up, please because this is killing me. And tonight I need you so bad. I know that I'm going to dream of you but I need more than those haunting dreams, I want the warm body next to me in reality. I want you!

Anyways I hope that you had a great day and a stellar night. And I hope that you didn't forget to smile either.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you