Dear Seth,

I had another episode today. Went to the hospital but the bastards can't find out what is wrong with me. And to be honest I'm scared as hell. I wish that you were here to help me make sense of this. But I'm here at the hotel now and feeling pretty okay.

Hope that you're having a way better day than I am. I miss talking to you so much Seth it's not funny. Maybe one day soon it will happen. I'll be waiting for that day forever if that's what it takes.

p.s. I love you