Dear Seth,

Tonight for the first time in almost a week I haven't had a panic attack. I know that you're safe and okay. It has set my mind at ease. Plus you're talking to me again and it feels great. I've missed that so damn much.

But damn you I just fell in love with another ltc'er because of you. Bastard.

Anyways I hope that you are having sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you