Dear Seth,

I'm not doing so good right now. I'm bad sick right now. I was up until 2 something in the morning puking. And Seth in most of it there was blood too. I don't know what in the hell I have but I need you so bad. I'm thinking of going to Ocean Beach and doing what I have to do and then going to the hospital. Yeah it's stupid not to go right now but I don't want it to be a big thing. I don't want to go to General Hospital but that seems the only option right now. This just really blows.

I'll write more to you later.

p.s. I love you