I don't do this very often, though people say I do, but I'm a little inebriated, but I know what I want and how I who I need. You. But anyways right now I'm scared. I'll never tell Kim or anyone else. I'm throwing up a lot of blood. I'm scared but..... Oh hell I just am. I don't do this normally at all drunk as I am. That I can promise. I know that if I go to the hospital they are just going to say that it's because I'm throwing up. It's bull crap.
All I have ever wanted you to know from these letters that I write to you is that you are loved sooo much. Maybe if you read these in time... oh hell who am I kidding. But it's a wish none the less. When you do just know that I, aw fuck, God damn it I just can't. I'm sorry.
Anyways I love you more than you'll ever know Seth.
p.s I love you
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