Dear Seth,

Tonight here in lonely old Linthicum, Maryland I was standing outside looking at the fireflies and missing you. This place is so beautiful and rich with history. I wish that you were here to see what I see. Then maybe something magical would happen. Hell I don't know.

In' a few days I'll be heading to the Boston area. I mean while I'm here I just have to go. I didn't come here for nothing. But tonight I'm experiencing the harsh realities of life, a life without you. To be honest it fucking sucks. Damn why can't things be different? It sucks not being able to share this amazing experience with you face to face. Maybe someday.

Anyways I hope that you're having a great evening. I miss California so much but I need to go out and experience life I can't wait for it to be handed to me.

p.s. I love you