Dear Seth,

I know that I'm just going to keep hurting myself but I don't give a fuck. I still love you...... God for all I know is that you hate me after what I said but I needed to. Today I think that I've had around 3 or 4 hours sleep. Laggin so bad right now. And I'm feeling okay ish but...... I just pray that I don't cry tonight.

Anyways I hope that you had a great day.

p.s. I love you