Dear Seth,

Right now I need you so damn bad. I'm scared and crying. Please come into chat.

I've noticed for about a week that underneath my left armpit that it was really sore. I thought that it was because of my bra or backpack rubbing. And today it's gotten worse. I felt my pit and there was a big lump. I went to go look in the mirror to see if it was a zit or something and it...... it's not red or feels like that either. Now I have to go to the doctors and I'm fucking scared as shit.

So I'm going to put your name full name down here, if you haven't read this blog yet, so you know everything if you google yourself. Please forgive me for doing this. I just wanted people to know how special you are to me. You'll have a lot to read. And I'll continue to do this for as long as possible. I hope that you understand.

p.s. Seth Hayward I love you