Dear Seth,

I know it's been a long time since I have written to you here. Things have not been as good as I thought. And I am sorry for that. One day I may share what I have experienced. But I am not to that point, yet.

Never a day has gone by where I have not thought of you. Oh hell almost everything I do reminds me of you. I swear that I am not like that at all, promise.

Well tonight, going through old comments, I see a pattern with you. You talk to me more than anyone else. Granted our past, and yeah I so fucking dare you to deny it, we have one. has been at best tentative. To best sum it up, a balance between good and evil. And what I see is that you do care. And a lot of me is jumping up and down with joy. You make me smile. You make me so damn happy.

So I have started a Facebook page with some letters that I have written to you. I think that it will be my lasting legacy. When I have caught up I think I will share it with you here.

Anyways I hope that you are having a great night and sleep well. Goodnight and sweet dreams, seth.

p.s. I love you