Dear Seth,

Tonight I did not fall in love with you because you made me laugh. I fell in love with you because of the kind words you spoke to me. The words of reassurance of that it will all be okay, somehow. You give me hope and strength. And you give me hope that good guys still exist out in there in the world.

What you did for me and others tonight I don't know if there will ever be a way to pay you back. I have struggled a lot with being bullied all my life, due to various situations. I think that you were as well. And you just got sick of it. The only reason that I do not assert myself more is because first the ones that I'd be speaking to are children, 17 and under. And secondly I love letters to crushes too much to stupe to that level of immaturity. I was verily tried but held steadfast.

This is also what I feel for you as well. I hope you don't mind a repeat of what I said before on the site.

I am starting to have a more clearer perspective of what is going on. Maybe I did not see things quite right from your view point. I am trying to do so.

In our exchanges I think that we are starting to tentatively become friends. So fragile that it is I do not want to rush it and destroy such a beautiful thing. But I am loving this feeling that is growing inside. Wanting to be someones friend more than a lover is something that I have never had the pleasure of experiencing with anyone and I want to with you and no one else.

Thank you.


I hope that you're having a great night and have sweet dreams. I know that I am going to go to bed so much happier, and wake up with a true smile on my face. 

p.s. I love you