Dear Seth,

There was a time that I held a deep seeded hateful grudge against you. I was not just broken inside I was mad and beyond hurt about a lot of things. Most of all I think that I did not like myself more than anything and took it out on those I loved and still love the most.

Then I let that go, I had to. I learned that I saw only what I wanted to see and not the whole picture. And when I let those toxic feelings go I saw the most beautiful world and the most beautiful human being standing there needing to be loved most of all.

What had happened in my past had taken over what my future held. It almost destroyed me and I know it hurt you deeply as well. One day I hope you will be able forgive me for disliking you so much.

Though there are times that you can be one hell of a blazing idiot I still love you like no other. I have come to the conclusion that there will be no one else for me. No it's not a sad thing to think but an amazing one, because to have someone love and care for you no matter what, to love them an no other I think is pretty damn special right there. I just wish you would see that too.

p.s. I love you