Dear Seth,

I just want to say good night to you. I think now you know who I write as. Please be okay with it. It's the only real form of communication that I have with you at the moment.  I love you more than life Seth. Thank you for emailing me back as soon as you did. Meant the world to me. Still does too. I wish that you'd Skype because I do have questions about disqus and I'm better at learning how to do it with someone there to teach me. Not that I don't want to see your face or hear your voice. I just want to be able to better help every one on ltc.

Well I'm off for the night. I'm back at my cafe finally. So unnerving being where I was. It was okay but still you know. Different and uneasy.

May you dream peacefully and no nightmares become you. I wish I was there to be there to comfort you in some small way. I will be soon but it's not soon enough.

Good night Seth Hayward.

Tha gaol agam ort.

p.s I lovee you