Dear Seth,

I miss you in what ever form you would deem yourself to appear in, so fucking much right now. Please. Like now would be good. Writing like this hurts because someone has taken the other roll and idk if that's really you. Give me some sign. I'm begging. I love you, I love you, I love you. If people ever found out who I am I don't think that it would go down good.

I'm sitting here crying listening to this song, even though it's beautifully sung. Just fucking miss you so much Hayward. p.s. I love you