Dear Seth,

I'm sorry that I wasn't not able to once again to write to you. Damn fucking internet. :) Last night was really hard for me. I'm so damn scared now. This girl has a lot over me. Though most are lies. They could damage me. God I hope she doesn't try to contact you. This is the one place that I thought that I  really could be safe from all of that. And I don't know anymore. I just really don't. But whatever happens know that I love you so much.

p.s. I love you