Seth if you are reading this I want to sincerely apologize to you. I am so very sorry. I never thought that it would come off like this at all. Just feel so sick about it. So much so that my stomach is clinching in a knot every time I think about it.

It hurts that all I was trying to do it tell everyone thank you for their comments. It's not like I can order them to stop writing. I have never heard anything bad about you being writing or I would have defended you wholeheartedly without a second though. Your feelings matter very much to me too. That's why I was going to leave to avoid the temptation. But then I got to reading all those sweet letters to me and those to you as well, and I thought hmm maybe I can do this ( be on the site ) and not write to you anymore. I'll be brave and just try to put my best foot forward and paste a smile on my face.

Then all hell broke loose last night with that very hurtful letter that that person wrote. So I wrote my response in the post below this one. Then this person writes back saying that I misread the letter. Bull fucking shit. I will always fight for you no matter what. I love you and will defend your honor and feelings, no matter what. And I have been blessed enough to do it for the past 5 almost 6 months. Anyways I'll let you go for now. I hope that you are doing well and that everything is ok with you, because on this end it really fucking sucks right now.

p.s. I love you and always will