Dear Seth,

I'm glad you're online a little more now. Maybe you'll come around soon? I hate worrying about you so much. It's damn hard. You are seriously my life. And I'm going to fight for you every step of the way. Deal with it Mr!

But on a lighter note, I wonder if you've figured out our names yet. It is epic. I'm telling you. In the span of 24 hours I have had 4 letters directed at us. I'm proud that I've been able to do something as grand as this. Now you really get to see the other side of me. The one that I really want you to know. It's me. But I do hate deceiving everyone like this. I've only told one ( now 2 ) other person who I am. Other than that I'll never tell another living soul. Not unless you want to know then ok.

( an hour later ) Dear god I've figured you out ( the name thing ). Ok I get it. I really do. And I think that you've figured me out. I hope that you don't mind me doing it like this. I love you like no tomorrow and only wish that I knew what to do for you.

Take care and good night. Sweet dreams Seth.
p.s. I love you