Dear Seth,

Today was honestly a little better than yesterday. I didn't cry as much, but it feels like I am sadder in a way. I guess that's why I'm trying to take it one minute at a time now.

I dreamed of you last night and even though it was for a brief moment I do remember that you were sad. Really sad. If only I could give you a hug  I would. You mean the world to me. And I hate what the fuck you're going through. It's sort of killing me to see you like this.

Well I'm going to try and get some sleep. The BSU game just got out and there is a little bit of traffic that  I'll probably have to weave through.

Good night and I hope that you have the sweetest of dreams.

 I love you so much. Always remember that.

p.s. I love you

p.p.s. Here is a video that I made for you tonight. http://youtu.be/EIBLWiOFRF8