Tuesday, September 18, 2012


After what you said last night I finally understand. Gone are my fairytale dreams of a beautiful wedding. Gone is the wedding dress, lace and silk mixed, that I would have worn. Gone is the vision of walking down the path, strewn with rose petals, towards you in the black suit with a blue tie, that would have left me breathless. Gone is the memory of us dancing to our song. Gone are the nights that you would have held me in your protective arms telling me everything was going to be alright.
My heart truly hurts for you. Last night I cried my eyes out. I fell into a sleepless slumber. No dreams. My god I'm more in love with you than ever. And what's even more sadistic is that I always will be. You are the last person that I will ever love. There will never be anyone else. And you will never really know because you don't think that you're good enough, not capable.
The fearceness in me is going to prove your wrong. I am going to show you what life and love are all about. One day you'll know, even if it's not with me. 
p.s. I love you

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