Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

I want to let you know that it fucking took a lot of balls to let you know my feelings. 5 years after my ex husband left me. And then I had thought that I'd found "the one". Marc was a special guy but he died and I never had the chance. I was too scared.


Then you, Seth, showed up in my life. I tried not to like you and was terrified when I fell in love with you. I told you how I felt and you said that you couldn't do it. Couldn't handle it. Said that I deserved someone better than you. IT TOOK ME 5 FUCKING YEARS Seth to get up enough courage to even think of a relationship again. Congratulations Mr. Hayward. You are the first  and last person to break my heart. I can now say that I'm done.

And this song is so dedicated to you love.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]

Oh and love this video was for you. This is what I could have imagined what our wedding would look like.     http://youtu.be/egN6YN8ZrGc