Justin Bieber - Where Are You Now

Today I'm trying to be happy, smile and laugh. I just can't not today. Today I'm sad and crying. It's affected me so much that I have no will to eat. I'm just not hungry. Trying to cope with with you wrote and failing miserably. And it's killing me. God damn it Seth what you said just made me fall in love with you more, and it's killing me that you'll never be able.

Oh and I heard a song ( not a Justin Bieber fan at all, fyi ) and I broke down. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to do this. To keep myself whole and not crack. Last night I made a wish on a star. I wish the same thing every night but I also added to have God ( not a real believer either ) to keep you safe. I love you so much. Always have from the moment you said hello to me.

p.s. I love you