Friday, September 7, 2012


Ok so I'm about to freaking pour my heart out to you. I can't belive that I'm doing this but damn it I'm happy and I just would love to make your day. Please forgive me for making an ass out of myself.

    So now you know that it’s me. Yeah I think that I did myself in for one big whopper. In my head I’m thinking what in the hell did you just do Gina? I mean he is a really an amazing guy with a bright future. Smart, probably drop dead gorgeous, and funny too.  One day he’ll be really famous. Lots of ladies are going to be falling all over him, and I’ll be the one in the corner cheering him on and jealous as hell.
   There are different types of beauty in the world and I am average. I have guys look at me, but what do they see really? I hate that I always seem to put myself down. That’s just my reality. What makes me special? I’ve come to accept that I’ll never be what society tells me that I should be. I’m not a size 0, I don’t have blond hair, I am dorky, uncoordinated. I am always laughing because it’s better than crying. To my advantage I have the most amazing blue eyes that you’ll ever see, my smile lights up the room, I love making other people feel good about themselves. I’m a guy’s girl. And those are my best qualities. I honestly do love myself.
     If you saw the other part of me would you still say the same things about me or run off and laugh? Think me and idiot for writing this letter? Just let me know even in the smallest gesture that you get it. That there is someone out there in the world just like me. A heart will do. Or maybe even a smile. That is all I will ever ask of you. Thank you for hearing me out.

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