Thursday, September 27, 2012

Good night my love

Dear Seth,

I think that they love the new names that I've given us. I think it's pretty apt too. We are different yet the same in so many ways. There is so much that I want to say to you but........ yet I only put it here or on your website or even on Youtube.

God it's so hard sometimes knowing the things that I know about the people that I've come to love so very much. I would love to share these things with you and hear your voice or even, hell, I'd Skype ( though I'm not a big fan of it ). Sort of self conscious about myself still. But just to let you know I'll always be waiting for that 3 am call. Please, some day soon? Tomorrow is going to be hard enough for me. You'll see.

Take care of yourself Seth. I love you so much and worry now all the time after you said what you said. I am to the point of calling you even though it would scare me shitless to do so.

I hope that you have the sweetest dreams and wake up with a smile on your face. I wish I was there in Charleston right now so bad. Heck I even signed up on Pinerest and pinned a bunch of photos of that beautiful city. Oh I could go on and on but I need sleep.

p.s. I love you

and as I end this night this is what I'm listening to.


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