Dear Seth,

I swear that I'm almost there. Hurting something bad. And all because you're like you are. You said that you were different I just didn't know like that. All the dreams and wishes that I had are now fucking out the window. I'm not about to change you, never would ask you too.

So this is what I'm going to do for you. I'm going to show you what my world is like. Maybe then you'll see at least something. I love you so very much and don't want to lose what piece of you that I do have. And even though because of that "thing" I'll never get to see you ( which makes me very sad ), I'll do anything to make you happy.

Well I'm going to now post that special video here as well. I want as many people to know that you really are loved that much.

p.s. I love you


http://youtu.be/0Gz3tJZSDJ4