Tonight I have hope. I'm smiling a little and crying. I just wish there was something that I could do for you. I will wait forever if that's what it takes. I didn't just sign up for this for the fun of it. Just to say that oooh I like him. Hell no dude.

Anyways I have to try and get some sleep. God more than anything I would love to dream of you tonight. The one dream I did have in the past week was of you being so sad. I'd take a sex dream over that any day.

Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you so so very much.