Dear Seth,

Today is a little better, not by much though. I'm trying. I'm trying to smile. I'm trying to laugh. But my sleep and eating have gone to shit in all honesty.

I wonder if you're watching my videos? That would mean the most to me. Just knowing that maybe my videos and writing make you a little on the sunnier side.

What I wouldn't give to be with you, but I know there is no possibility of that ever. So I'll just try my best to show you that there is love out there in the world and that I'm the one that loves you no matter what ;)

Well this is my video for you today. I do hope that you like it. Take care and have a great and awesome day. Don't forget to at least smile once, for me please.

http://youtu.be/FnD6GVaMSJw


p.s. I love you