Dear Seth,

Now I know. Dear God how in the hell did I ever think that there would ever be an us? This is what happened.

Time stood still. The wind stopped blowing for those few seconds. Today I saw you leaning against the brick wall, probably texting a friend. You were smiling. God it took my breath away. 

You are honestly one of the most beautiful human beings I have ever seen. And now I know I will be average compared to you.

I will always remember that moment with the sun on your face and your smile. You will always haunt my dreams. 

Today you broke my heart.

p.s. I love you