Dear Seth,

This is the one letter that I hope that you'd read most of all. It pretty much sums up everything that I feel for you.

I know now more than ever that I love you, no matter how much you bruise my heart. Over the past year I have tried to forget you, find someone new and even hate the person I've come to find out you really are. I can't. So this is as far as this will go. Just a few nameless letters here on ltc.

But know this; I will always be alone because of you. I will never have another love. Ask me on my death bed and these feelings I have will be stronger than when I click send.

I hate having to go into a nice restaurant saying table for one, I cringe. I hate walking down the street seeing couples holding hands. I hate when I close my eyes knowing that you'll be there waiting. That is all I'll have, dreams.

Please understand that I did not ask for this because this is the purest form of hell that a person can live through, not being with the one they love.

p.s. I love you