Dear Seth,

Of course you didn't show. I've come to expect that. Look I wish that you would just trust me. I'm scared as hell too. But I came over roughly 14,000 miles so far for just one moment of your time. I've had the most amazing journey of my life but I would trade it all for just a second in your presence.  Please give me that chance. Weird as I am I feel it in my bones. Please.

p.s. I love you