Tonight it's taken all of my will power not to scream out in pain. And the only thing that's saving me from going to the hospital is thinking of you Seth while I take calm and measured breaths. Hell the only thing that they'll do is pump my i.v full of dilaudid, which is just a temporary ease of the pain I have, that or oxicodone.

Anyways I need to try and get some sort of sleep. Please don't stay up so late either. Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you