Dear Seth,

Totally, um drunk, but hell I freaking really do love you. I just want you to know that I have something, sort of, up my sleeve, if you may. Um it's something like what I had hand written to you before. It's been floating in my head for a while now. And I think later today that I'm going to actually write it and stick it where you and only the people that read this know where.

I hope that you had a great NYE. I just wish, oh hell I wish a lot of things, but I just wish that I would have honestly seen you at midnight and been your New Years kiss.

Here's to 2014!

Well I'm now totally inebriated so I better stop this post before I can not longer type.

p.s. I love you