Damn it someone wrote to me about you. Fuck man. I'm trying so hard to let go but damn it. I'm trying to move on and forget about you. Cody is a good guy. I'm starting to like him. This is really going to be a hard night. Why tonight? I answered her letter as best as I could have. It feels like a slap in the face. And all I want to do is curse and scream right now. The gods aren't going to be kind to me I can feel it. All I can do right now is focus on Tuesday and seeing him.