To tell you how tremendously of a sucky day I really had here is how it all went down.
I got up early after only getting like 5 hours sleep. I was so excited to get to see Cody after not seeing him since Thursday. Took a shower and raced down to the coffee shop.

After thinking that hmm maybe he doesn't come in at 8 but at 12, I waited. Then I go up and ask the manager where he was. Turns out that hours were cut and he was let go. I tried to hold it in as long as possible but broke down.

Red eyed and stuffy nosed I go home and drop off my stuff so that I can go and vote. The polling place is at my old elementary school, which I thought was pretty rad ( still smells the same after 20 some years ).
I wait in a long line for like 5 minutes before being told that registered voters can wait in another line. I slowly make my way up to the front of the line. I was then told that my id doesn't match what's on their papers. Ugh fine.

I go and wait in the long long line to reregister for over a half hour, thinking ok lets get this done so I can go home and eat, all while reading ltc. Damn idiots ticked me off. Told me that I have to have proof that I live where I do.

So I go home, crying from all the frustration of the day, and get a piece of mail with my name and address on it. I make it back to the school and vote.

The only thing that totally saved me from losing it right there was a bake sale that the kids were having. Best damn brownies ever!

Now I just have that lingering headache that feels a lot like a hangover and no brownies :/
I'm giving it one last hope that Cody is at this other place that he's mentioned before. I'm not going to wish on a star or  dandelions for that. If he's there he's there, if not I try and move on. But I am going to hope. Wish me luck. :)

But the real reason that I was crying was that I missed you most of all Seth. ( but that's my little secret )

p.s. I love you