Dear Seth,

This is something that I've always wanted to say to you. Yes I posted it on your website and if you ever looked up the ip address you'll know that it's from me. And I really don't care I just felt the need to get this off my mind.

It seems that everything is infused with your essence. From the bitter cold air that fills my lungs to the crunchy leaves that fade away to nothing beneath my feet. From the songs I listen to, whether it be the head thumping beats of Skillet or the comforting swaying sounds of Sonny Rollins, I think of you.

24 hours a day, from the time I am conscious of my thoughts to when I close my eyes, you are always on my mind. You even invade my dreams. I can't seem to ever not think about you. Believe me I've tried.
Every cell in my body comes alive with just the mere sight of your name. You have affected me in ways that I never knew. Being dependent on someone like this isn't healthy but I no longer care.

I guess it will always be like this until my last breath and beat of my heart. I will always love you. My heart, body, soul and now love are yours for life.


p.s. I love you