I think that I will always love you. I have fought with myself so many times on what you are to me. You are seriously my first and last love. You have been my greatest high and my lowest low.

 My heart has thundered like it was about to stop from being so damn happy and it has also shattered into so many tiny pieces that will never be found. You are both my yin and yang. There has never been a gray area when it comes to someone like yourself.

 And now I have to find at least some of those pieces of my heart so that I may move on. I wish things would have been different between us, but at least I can hope to one day see you in heaven. You will always haunt my dreams Seth.

Good bye my love.