Dear Seth,

It's been two days. I think that I might have just lost that loving feeling. I miss you but what you did was the last straw for me. What I feel is nothing, utterly nothing for you. And when I go out now, without being preoccupied with thoughts of you, I'm being noticed. It's a very strange feeling. I don't know if I like it but there is a change in the air.

The only thing that I ever regret is not meeting you. Maybe it would have lessened the feelings that I have for you, I don't know. If you ever read this blog Seth please just once meet with me. I promise I'm not a bad person. I would really just like to talk to you face to face and clear my conscience once and for all. Emailing and chatting takes away some of that gusto.

Seth I will be at the Water Front Park in Charleston all day, probably reading a book that my friend wrote and laughing my ass off as well and also most likely on the swings. Hmmmm say Tuesday December 5, most likely around say 2 pm. I will be there waiting for you. Please I think that I have a right to explain myself to you face to face.

p.s. I love you